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Alcohol Effect?

Nope. Not at all.

Last night, I drank a whole beer with the gang over the conversation about Sai’s new film, Vietnam War, Cold War, and Cambodia Coup in 1970.

Niffy didn’t want me to drink since the doctor prohibits me strictly. According to him, alcohol has bad side effects on bipolar medication. Yet, I drank. I want to know how it affects me.

This morning, I woke up okay, as good as everyday. It’s 5.30pm now, and I still feel nothing.

Oh, just one thing from last night. I got drunk drinking just a half of my beer.

That’s it.

ខែតុលា 14, 2018 at 5:30 ល្ងាច បញ្ចេញមតិ

Why so Forgetful?

Have I ever mentioned before that I’ve been quite forgetful recently, just right after I take the bipolar pills. I consulted the doctor about this matter, but he didn’t seem to buy into my idea that his pills makes me forgetful. The doctor also didn’t seem to give much attention to me waking up in the middle of the night and stay awake till morning.

I couldn’t connect the jigsaw until today. Scientifically, human brain consolidates memory during deep sleep. I don’t have deep sleep. That is probably why.

ខែតុលា 9, 2018 at 6:58 ល្ងាច បញ្ចេញមតិ


Mummy burned my favorite dessert. 😭

ខែតុលា 7, 2018 at 8:16 ល្ងាច បញ្ចេញមតិ

Pills Crash Course

I visited the doctor today, and for the very first time, I asked the doctor to explain me what pills I am currently on. Now I have the name and how it works.

Lexapro 10mg: is used to treat depression and anxiety. It works by helping to restore the balance of a certain natural substance (serotonin) in the brain. Escitalopram belongs to a class of drugs known as selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRI). It may improve your energy level and feelings of well-being and decrease nervousness.

Xanax 0.5mg: is used to treat anxiety and panic disorders. It belongs to a class of medications called benzodiazepines which act on the brain and nerves (central nervous system) to produce a calming effect. It works by enhancing the effects of a certain natural chemical in the body (GABA).

Lamotrigine 100mg: is used alone or with other medications to prevent and control seizures. It may also be used to help prevent the extreme mood swings of bipolar disorder in adults.

I take Laxapro in the morning, and the two others before bed. From time to time, the doctor keep giving me more dose of Lamotrigine – from 25mg, to 50mg, now 100mg. I will not visit him again until next month before he flies abroad for a few days. I will also bring Niffy with me next time so that she can consult the doctor about her anxiety.

ខែតុលា 6, 2018 at 11:31 ល្ងាច បញ្ចេញមតិ

The Lift Lesson

I went down at noon today, which I normally don’t , with Pisey. Heavy traffic at the lift since it’s lunch time. Then, one lift opened. Everyone rushed in, so did Pisey. In that moment, I asked Pisey to wait. It’s what I do every day: wait. A few seconds later, another lift arrived and we hopped in without having to cramp inside the first lift with others.

Now, let’s compare the lift to a cake, and let’s say people are starving. When they see one cake arrives, everyone digs in. With so many people, they can only share a bite each and their rights to eating is over. We, in the other hand, hold our patience. Wait a little more, we’ll have the whole cake of our own, with a cheery on top.

Patience is the key to the greater goods.

ខែតុលា 5, 2018 at 1:54 ល្ងាច បញ្ចេញមតិ

The City We Live

Have you ever felt like the city we live these days is a mess, from the tiniest problem like Trash to Traffic, and to the huge systematic issue says Urban Planning.

I don’t know why I asked this anyway. It just popped up.

ខែតុលា 5, 2018 at 12:09 ល្ងាច បញ្ចេញមតិ


My brain is running too fast. It’s not running. It’s racing against my mind. I don’t know if it’s good.

ខែតុលា 4, 2018 at 2:36 ល្ងាច បញ្ចេញមតិ


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