បណ្ណសារ ប្រចាំថ្ងៃ៖ ខែមករា 2, 2012

Ignore

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I think I should take a break… I think I get enuf of working! It’s tiring; I dont want to work anymore. I think I can start learning how to ignore things… I think I can learn not to care with everything that runs in front of me… I think I can just let some of it go…

It’s time to ignore de camera in front and be maself… Enjoy life without caring about others… It is time now…

Let me take a break; you wait and see I’ll surely come back with something really new! P.S. This is not ma last post cuz I will be posting another post regarding ma activities in 2011 very soon… Pls stay tuned.

02JAN2012

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Diary,

Today is the second day of twenty twelve. I didnt go anywhere; instead, I spent this whole day joining a workshop, meeting new people, learning new things…

At the end of 2011, I decided to quite a job thinking i will have more time to focus on ma study… but later, i  applied for a seat in the first-and-only debate club of Norton University. I was interviewed, and later selected to become a member of de club. Yeah… I clearly know the club will help nothing much but adding more stress to me…

I am only human… a human who wants fun and never wants to be busy at all.. But after all, all I can do is keeping myself busy. Why should I keep myself free while no one really cares? I, sometimes, wish ma parents or anyone could ask me to take a rest… take some days off… or leave from dat job so that they could spend a day with me… I want to feel that I am wanted not abandoned as these days. I will give it up if there’s somebody just simply ask. BTW, no one will, and it’s sad! Yeah… I can only wish, i knw.

Because I am this busy, no one really asks me out… Friends and even ma own sister went out without me; they said I am too busy to join them. Isn’t it sad? They didnt even text me and asked if I could join… I would have cancelled everything if they just gave me a ring… Yeah… I am not that important, i knw.

02JAN2012 ~ Does life have to be this sad? I feel like crying…

Thanks for spending your time with me diary!

Regards,
Rain